Some Random Unfinished Poems

Poem #1
You will raise me up
To the heavens above
Above all mankind
A place for me to fine

Show me the way
It goes to Your heart
Take me to that place
Where I need to start

Raise me high
Higher than ever before
I'll fine my way
I'll come knocking at Your door

God is what they call you
God is what You are
You have saved us all
Turning us from the dark

Poem #2
Your gentle touch
Your tender kiss
No one can stop
My feelings like this

Love is a prayer
Actions speak true
Cheaters are sinners
But they are not you

Poem #3
Don't leave me now
I need you more than ever
Remember what you said?
You told me forever.

Does anyone have any ideas of how I should continue them. I think they all have a lot of potential, but I can't think of anything!

Wings

I see your wings
Soar through the sky
How beautiful they are
Making you fly

Your words are endless
Your heart speaks true
And you know for sure
It's only you

You have the stealth and the strength
You and your wings
They give you powers
Those magical things

They take you away
Higher than everyone
Even the Lord himself
The Supreme One

You've left us behind
With those things on your back
We're left here on Earth
Following no track

But you left me most of all
The one you loved and trusted
Now I'm lying on the ground
Torn up and busted

You were my knight
With your gleaming armor
Now you've left
Your wings beating harder

I can hardly see your wings now
They're so far away
I promise you my dear
I won't forget this day

Remember one thing though
I will not wait
When you come back I'll be gone
Searching for that perfect mate.

The One

You play your games
You have your fun
But let me know
When I'm the one

I'll be waiting
For you to come
Calmly and patiently
To be the one

Touch me gently
Hold me tight
Kiss me softly
All through the night.

Words can't express
My love for you
It can only be shared
By a people of two

So you play your games
I'll watch you have fun
But I want you to know
I'll always be the one.

From Love to Heartbreak

And so our story
Begins with love
A terrible thing
God's gift from above

Their eyes fell on each other
And love filled their hearts
They new immediatly
What was about to start

The months passed by
As their love grew strong
He promised her everything
And she tagged along

But facts became fiction
And truth turned to lies
They argued everyday
And their love suddenly died

She regrets all those days
That ended in fights
He moved on
To bigger heights

Nine months later
She is tired and cold
Holding her baby
Feeling so old

She cries every night
And works ever day
She has no one to help her
Nobody came

She died of heartbreak
This young girl
All because
He entered her world

The moral is simple
Practically a piece of cake
Be careful who you love
Because it could turn to heartbreak.

This Weekend

So I just found out that this weekend I am going up to Rhode Island!! I can't wait!! I'm leaving with my Dad and little sister Thursday night, and then we are flying back Sunday morning at 6:30!!! Ugh. I might just die. But it will still be fun!! The sad part is that the reason why I'm going is because my aunt has cancer and she probably won't live for another month, and we just wanted to say hi before she moved on to a better place.

ANYWAY. It will still be fun.

Oh, wait, another sad part. The plane is leaving Thursday night at 7-ish, so I'm going to have to miss my game....BLAH.

It's Just The Way We Are

You know what is really sad? When you walk onto school grounds and there is always some girl in her friend's arm crying her eyes out. It's not a bad thing, it's a good thing to cry, but the fact that all the time, everyday, some girl is getting hurt by some guy. It's stupid, and we all hate it.

But for some reason, we want to get hurt. We all know it is true. Especially girls. We may deny it, but inside, for some reason, we want to get hurt. It sucks, that's for sure, but being able to say that we have been hurt before makes us seem stronger. It makes it seem like we've been through so much and we are so wise.

But wait until you actually do get hurt. Wait until you feel like you no longer have any reason to get up in the morning because he isn't there. He won't be waiting for you anymore. Wait until that happens. Then you'll wish you had never been born. That way, you wouldn't have to get hurt.

Soccer

Today, March 12, 2009, at 7:30 is the first soccer game of the spring season. Well, mine anyway...My little sister's is at 6:30. But it is at Narramore Fields, the one's by Glenallen. We are going against Ingersoll, or whatever that team is called. But there is this girl that I REALLY don't like who is on that team and she just thinks she is sooo amazing and EVERYTHING! But she really isn't and we are going to kick their butts tonight!! I really cannot wait.

But I've got a dentist appointment today, and that sucks eggs.

Prom 2009

So today I found out that the Prom is going to be themed "The Secret Garden" or something like that. Tickets are like, $60, and seniors get to buy first. After about 2-3 weeks, the juniors get to buy. So both classes get to go, and the underclassmen only get to go if they are invited. Anyone over the age of 21 is NOT allowed to go. I hope I get invited. How cool would that be?!?!?

I'm Done With You

I am sick and tired
Of playing your games
Because you, my friend
Only want the fame

You can go on your way
I'll go on mine
If we see each other in the future
Then that's just fine

I'm done with you
Please know it's true
I've listened to you lie
Now it's my turn to fly.

But I am moving on
I'm sick of this crap
You've lost your chance
I am NOT coming back

So tell your lies
To some other girl
Leave me alone
Get out of my world.

I'm done with you
Please know it's true
I've listened to you lie
Now it's my turn to fly.

"I love you"
You did say
And now I'm begging you
Just go away.

The Troops in Iraq

So, in leadership class today, we were doing current events. Some students chose some random stuff about Japan, something about Cuba, and something about Mexicans killing off us Americans. But one thing seemed to be so important that everyone was doing an article about. Obama is taking the troops out of Iraq. There are currently 142,000 troops there right now, and Obama wants to take all of the combat troops out. I don't know what this means exactly, but doing so causes the government to leave 35,000-50,000 troops in Iraq. Way to keep his promise. He said that within 16 months of being in office, all of the troops will be out of Iraq. Now this has been changed to 19 months. I don't know how they are going to be able to do it, but by Christmas of 2011, ALL of the troops are supposed to be back home.

Do you think this is going to work? Because I honestly think that something will happen to stall the troops, and they are going to be stuck there for another three years.

Hannah Montana

So I'm watching Disney Channel right now, (my little sister turned it on) and it turns out that they are making this HUGE movie about her. I guess it's coming out in like, April. So don't watch it. And if you do, YOU SHOULD MAKE SOO MUCH FUN OF HER!!

Haha, that would soo make my day!!

Loved You Once

Was I ever gorgeous?
Was I good enough?
Just hold me again
When our love was a part of us

I loved you once
My dear I love you still
I always have my love
And I always will

But when you left
You broke my heart in two
Now all Juliet has left
Is those memories with you

"You are a beautiful couple"
Is what they always said
And all I could see
Was the breathtaking red*

So when you come running back
Take me into your arms to hold
Because Juliet needs her Romeo
To take her to the future untold.

*red: the color of love; another word used for love

Disappearing Love

Sophia turned the corner-and almost ran straight into him. Him, with his perfect hair, perfect smile, perfect friends. Perfect everything.
But one thing in his life wasn't perfect enough. She was a threat to everything important to him. It was time to move on.
Thomas glanced down at Sohpia. She lowered her gaze, embarrased. Thomas only smiled.
"Hey girl," he said, patting her back. Then he walked away.
Sohpia watched him walk away, her heart full of hope. Maybe it wasn't over...?
But her hope disappeared in a flash as she watched another girl come up to Thomas. Racheal was her name. And as Sohpia watched Racheal kiss Thomas, she couldn't help the tears that gently came.

New Word!!!

Okay, so. Right now, I'm watching the allstar basketball game that is in Phoenix. (No, I'm not actually in Phoenix, the game is on tv.) (Btw, root for East!!) Anyway, a commercial came on, and you know that talking baby boy who just started coming on during last year's super bowl? Well, it was a newer commercial when the kid was talking to the golfer. And he called him a shankapotomus!!!

So, if you hear me going around saying that, don't be alarmed. It's freaking hilarious!!!

The Man Who Struck My Heart

Aw man. I'm not feeling so well today. I've got Mrs. Little's stupid project to do, and to top it all off, my stomach is killing me!!

But, I was at church today, and there was a man sitting next to my dad. He was a normal looking elderly person, his wife next to him, him singing all the psalms, paying attention to what Father was saying. But there was something different about him. He had two fake arms from the elbows down. I hadn't noticed it until halfway through mass, and when I saw it, I was like, "Holy crap!!"

Seeing this made me think. And then I thought, "Well how on earth did that happen?!" Was he in a war? Was it a terrible accident? What happened?

It was pretty amazing. So if you guys are into praying and stuff, please keep this guy in there. With the way the economy is now, I'm sure he's got it bad enough.

THE Poem

Rose! When are you going to put up the poem?!?!? Jacque isn't the only one who wants to read it!!

C'mon!!! I've got nothing to do today! The least you could do is post it NOW!!!

I'm sorry. But I really do want to read it!! And I'm sure Jacque really does too!

~And Alan, when are you going to set up your daily post today? Hmmm...?~

February 14

Valentine's Day. Normally the most romantic day of the year, (excluding your aniversary).

Other's think differently, and they are most certainly entitled to their opinion.

Just to let you guys know, TODAY WAS AMAZING!!! When Danny broke up with me, I immediatly thought, "Awe, shoot. Now Valentine's Day is gonna suck!!"
Boy was I wrong!! Shane is so amazing! He was sweet and charming, and he got me a bear for the 'oh so wonderful day.' He named it Furray, (it's kinda like my pet name...he made it up a while back...) and it is soo cute!

So, enough about me. Let's here what happened to you guys! I want to know every single little detail.

Alan

So...I was talking to my buddy Alan today...and he told me that he had made a blog and it was so amazing and awesome and everything. I checked it out, thinking, "It's Alan. How bad can it be?"
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Ya get the picture?

Anyway. He told me to post a blog about him...so here it is!!

Okay, Alan has been one of my best guy friends since, like, sixth grade. I had the biggest crush on him then, and I asked him out. TOO BAD HE SAID NO! XD. But I moved on, and we grew closer as the years went on. He is (usually) a devoted actor and LOVES to have things go his way. That's just the way he is so get over it before he punches you in the face. (Trust me. I know this kid.) 8th grade rolled around, and when I thought that I no longer liked him, I realized that I was wrong. So, we went back out, but when we realized that we were better off friends, we broke up. The rest of the year went by pretty darn well. Except for this stupid thing that went on when I supposedly called in fat and he took it offensively. I NEVER CALLED YOU FAT ALAN! But April comes around the corner, and suddenly, Alan and I are caught up in this HUGE fight that came out of no where. So for 6 MONTHS we don't talk at all. Infact, just this past October we started speaking again. And boy am I glad that we are!

Alan is an amazing guy everyone. He may seem like a jerk atfirst, but if you learn to put up with it, you'll have a ball with him. Trust me. After over three years of knowing him, how can you not?

HAPPY ALAN?!

Heartbroken.

"I need to talk to you." I remain silent as he leads me to a bench away from the crowd.
"I've been thinking, and the reason why I've been acting so bad lately...is...well..." He faltered for a moment, and started up again. "You know me. I flirt with girls at school, and afterwards, I feel so guilty about it! All I know is that I'm not ready to be in a serious relationship. I'm sorry."
I'm numb. It hasn't hit me yet. This can't be happening, right? I'm dreaming. That has got to be it. After nine months of pure, raw love, this can't be happening.
Later, I realized that he wasn't joking. He really was ready to move on, and I was stuck in the memories.
I can't let him go. This really can't be happening. Why me?! I've always been a good person! I love him, and he loved me. So why should it happen to us?
These questions swarm through my head as silent tears fall onto my pillow. My life is over, I can't take it anymore.

newest blog

-new blog!
-i really think you should check it out...
-it's worth it!
-it's called Kiss Me Before You Leave.

This or That

Okay, so you guys did pretty well on the whole God thing.

But what about abortion? What are your views on that???

New Blogs

I just made three more new blogs...I really think you should check them out...and then, you know...follow them and stuff...=D

Views on God

God is a really touchy subject. Many people think that He is just a joke, someone to wipe away all of our fears. I personally think that He is our Savior, and that somewhere down the road I will get to meet him. (ex. the end of the world, or heaven)

Tell me what you guys think. I really am curious to know.

That Pink Little Ball

The day was perfect
Perfect with you
You took me to the park
To the park covered in blue
But among that blue
Sat a pink little ball
It bounced way up high
Soaring over the wall
Because we were kids
Innocent little kids
We made the mistake of our lives
Not knowing someone would die
We jumped that treacherous wall
And landed on the other side
Before us lay the highway
The highway that always lied
You waited for an opening
As the cars sped on by
You ran across the street
You were gonna throw it back to I
But because we are so small
Us kids on the road
That monster never saw
You were invisible like the road
And just as you threw
That pink little ball
Your eyes went wide in terror
Behind that grey old wall
With a honk and a screech
And a heart-stopping scream
Everything slowed down
Into a magical dream
And yet, among it all
From that magical dream
Came that pink little thing
The demon from the deep

I love you

I never really knew you
You were just another friend
But when I got to know you,
I let my heart unbend.
I couldn't help past memories
that would only make me cry
I had to forget my first love
and give love another try
So I've fallen in love with you
and I'll never let you go
I love you more than anyone
I just had to let you know
And if you ever wonder why
I don't know what I'll say
But I'll never stop loving you
each and every day
My feelings for you will never change
Just know my feelings are true
Just remember one thing
I Love You!

Best Friend

You're the one who's by my side
when no one else is there
You're the one I can always count on
You always seem to care
You help me through
the tough times
and when I've lost all hope
You cry with me at sad times
and laugh at all my jokes
You never seem to judge me
or ever put me down
you put a smile on my face
whenever you see a frown
You're better than a brother
You're more than just my boyfriend.
You have a special place in my heart
And that's why you're my best friend.

What ever you name it

I look for a guy
Handome and sweet
I try to find you
Someone to meet
Take me away
Away from this place
A spot where there's quiet
I'll only see your face
Tell me you love me
And I'll know perfectly well
You'll never leave me again
That I can tell
So I say to you
My dearest sweet
I look forward to seeing you
That day when we meet

Loving You

I'll stop loving you
When daimonds never sparkle
And flowers refuse to grow
When thunder isn't heard
And rivers do not flow
When hearts no longer wonder
And hands are never held
When smiles are no longer worn
And hope is never felt
When roses never blossom
And the stars refuse to shine
When autumn has no falling leaves
And winter never dies
When tomorrow never comes
And rainbows have no hue
When God alone commands me
Then I'll stop loving you

Love

Why is love so demanding?
Why is love so unfair?
Why is love a mystery?
Why is there never enough to share?
Love will always bring happiness
But most times it ends in pain
Love blankets the lost souls
That cry out in the rain
We yearn for the love of others
Yet we refuse to let out love show
It's easy to express our fate
Yet hard to let the love flow
Why is love so confusing?
Why is love always wanted?
And if we share our love
Why are we the ones taunted?