"I need to talk to you." I remain silent as he leads me to a bench away from the crowd.
"I've been thinking, and the reason why I've been acting so bad lately...is...well..." He faltered for a moment, and started up again. "You know me. I flirt with girls at school, and afterwards, I feel so guilty about it! All I know is that I'm not ready to be in a serious relationship. I'm sorry."
I'm numb. It hasn't hit me yet. This can't be happening, right? I'm dreaming. That has got to be it. After nine months of pure, raw love, this can't be happening.
Later, I realized that he wasn't joking. He really was ready to move on, and I was stuck in the memories.
I can't let him go. This really can't be happening. Why me?! I've always been a good person! I love him, and he loved me. So why should it happen to us?
These questions swarm through my head as silent tears fall onto my pillow. My life is over, I can't take it anymore.
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Heartbroken.
Posted by smurray at 6:50 PM
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This is why love is man's greatest enemy
BUT IT WAS THE MAN WHO STARTED IT!!!!
I mean huMAN. As in the race o mankind. Yeah, the dude in this story is a huge douchebag and should be thrown off a cliff. That's the most retarded reason ever for leaving someone. "I felt guilty cause I flirted with people". All dudes do it whether dating or married, so the excuse was bad and the dude's an ass.
girl, you could do better than him anyway he wasn't worth it. cry it out than move on to bigger and better things.
okay, you guys are soo saying that this happened to me. SO NOT!! this was definetly from a story that i was reading a little while ago.
BUT! contrary to what many people believe...the boy really isn't that much of a douche. he is a really sweet guy who only looks to the best of everyone's well-being. he knew that if the relationship went on any longer...his girlfriend would end up getting hurt. plus, he felt that he had to follow his heart and do what HE thought was right....even if she still loved him no matter what happened.
ohmaigawd sam, your such a pure person!!!
if everyone thought like you did, the world we be such a better place.
this is ridiculous!
does everyone make me feel like a failure??!?!?!?!
OOOOOYYYYEEE, eh ill get over it
hey ya know what i was just thinking?
word verifications must SUCK for dyslexics
hahaha...pure person...i've been told that before...BUT IT'S SO NOT TRUE!
i've definatly done some things that i should NEVER have done. like, serious things.
sam what im about to say pay no mind to
sandiana was right u are waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay to good for him. if anybody should be crying its him for being a dumbass and flirtin wih other girls and breaking up with you. its better he broke up with u then cheated no u and u need to c that. also i almost trew up when i saw pure raw love, he didnt apreciate you or love you if he was thinking of other girls (i perfer my love well done not raw) but yeh so pay no mind to him or this rant
haha, "well done", ok thats priceless
but sam, its not the things that happen in the past that define who we are today (granted they have MADE us who we are today...), but the things we do today is what defines who we are. DUH!!!!
just because someone did drugs twelve years ago, doesnt make them a pot head today, do you see what I mean?
okay then. thanks for that alan. it was certainly nice hearing it from you.
and yeah, i know. the past is behind us...but...i just feel like something's been missing now...
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