Heartbroken.

"I need to talk to you." I remain silent as he leads me to a bench away from the crowd.
"I've been thinking, and the reason why I've been acting so bad lately...is...well..." He faltered for a moment, and started up again. "You know me. I flirt with girls at school, and afterwards, I feel so guilty about it! All I know is that I'm not ready to be in a serious relationship. I'm sorry."
I'm numb. It hasn't hit me yet. This can't be happening, right? I'm dreaming. That has got to be it. After nine months of pure, raw love, this can't be happening.
Later, I realized that he wasn't joking. He really was ready to move on, and I was stuck in the memories.
I can't let him go. This really can't be happening. Why me?! I've always been a good person! I love him, and he loved me. So why should it happen to us?
These questions swarm through my head as silent tears fall onto my pillow. My life is over, I can't take it anymore.

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-new blog!
-i really think you should check it out...
-it's worth it!
-it's called Kiss Me Before You Leave.

This or That

Okay, so you guys did pretty well on the whole God thing.

But what about abortion? What are your views on that???

New Blogs

I just made three more new blogs...I really think you should check them out...and then, you know...follow them and stuff...=D

Views on God

God is a really touchy subject. Many people think that He is just a joke, someone to wipe away all of our fears. I personally think that He is our Savior, and that somewhere down the road I will get to meet him. (ex. the end of the world, or heaven)

Tell me what you guys think. I really am curious to know.

That Pink Little Ball

The day was perfect
Perfect with you
You took me to the park
To the park covered in blue
But among that blue
Sat a pink little ball
It bounced way up high
Soaring over the wall
Because we were kids
Innocent little kids
We made the mistake of our lives
Not knowing someone would die
We jumped that treacherous wall
And landed on the other side
Before us lay the highway
The highway that always lied
You waited for an opening
As the cars sped on by
You ran across the street
You were gonna throw it back to I
But because we are so small
Us kids on the road
That monster never saw
You were invisible like the road
And just as you threw
That pink little ball
Your eyes went wide in terror
Behind that grey old wall
With a honk and a screech
And a heart-stopping scream
Everything slowed down
Into a magical dream
And yet, among it all
From that magical dream
Came that pink little thing
The demon from the deep

I love you

I never really knew you
You were just another friend
But when I got to know you,
I let my heart unbend.
I couldn't help past memories
that would only make me cry
I had to forget my first love
and give love another try
So I've fallen in love with you
and I'll never let you go
I love you more than anyone
I just had to let you know
And if you ever wonder why
I don't know what I'll say
But I'll never stop loving you
each and every day
My feelings for you will never change
Just know my feelings are true
Just remember one thing
I Love You!

Best Friend

You're the one who's by my side
when no one else is there
You're the one I can always count on
You always seem to care
You help me through
the tough times
and when I've lost all hope
You cry with me at sad times
and laugh at all my jokes
You never seem to judge me
or ever put me down
you put a smile on my face
whenever you see a frown
You're better than a brother
You're more than just my boyfriend.
You have a special place in my heart
And that's why you're my best friend.

What ever you name it

I look for a guy
Handome and sweet
I try to find you
Someone to meet
Take me away
Away from this place
A spot where there's quiet
I'll only see your face
Tell me you love me
And I'll know perfectly well
You'll never leave me again
That I can tell
So I say to you
My dearest sweet
I look forward to seeing you
That day when we meet

Loving You

I'll stop loving you
When daimonds never sparkle
And flowers refuse to grow
When thunder isn't heard
And rivers do not flow
When hearts no longer wonder
And hands are never held
When smiles are no longer worn
And hope is never felt
When roses never blossom
And the stars refuse to shine
When autumn has no falling leaves
And winter never dies
When tomorrow never comes
And rainbows have no hue
When God alone commands me
Then I'll stop loving you

Love

Why is love so demanding?
Why is love so unfair?
Why is love a mystery?
Why is there never enough to share?
Love will always bring happiness
But most times it ends in pain
Love blankets the lost souls
That cry out in the rain
We yearn for the love of others
Yet we refuse to let out love show
It's easy to express our fate
Yet hard to let the love flow
Why is love so confusing?
Why is love always wanted?
And if we share our love
Why are we the ones taunted?